11.03.2017 Hilfe Markus Bitte !

Dear Markus,

Please help me. I am already on streets again with no money and no health to work and alienated by all family/relatives and friend here. My mother died last Februar (2016). My eldest sister made many grand promises and left for USA and now silent.

All these four years I have been heavily harassed on streets, and my mind is all pains and concussions, I have High BP and bleeded blood twice already and have no money for medicines and no shelter now.

I am not sure if the mails I am writing to you're shared with my nephew directly by you or indirectly by someone. That may lead to killing of me only by anyone set by my nephew/sister. Sure if you share my mails with them, they may pay you but they may arrange people to kill me. Possibly one not knowing what other is doing.

Trusting you I am writing this mail.

The Lastest Incident :

My eldest sister when called from USA (she left for US in Dec 2016), asked me to get admitted in Nature Cure Hospital locally (and that she would pay the Monthly Fee for the Hospital), and stay there till June when she returns. Sure I went there but they certainly said it is not possible for me to stay till June, only limited time as Doctor's there perceives according to my health condition. I have Sure High BP, and fluctuating frequently. So the Nature Cure Hospital attempt failed. Having already vacated the room I was at, (as also I am bankrupt completely), I went to my Aunt's house. Since I have no Handy, I gave my Aunt's Handy nummer to my Sister thru E-mails to my nieces. Sure my eldest niece called there, and talked to me and my Aunt. As having already all my relatives are under belief of Bad propaganda set on me even before I returned from Berlin I wasn't taken seriously by anyone even after I was tortured for 3+ years Indian streets (across whole south India), beaten often by strangers and Goondas hired by my Nephew for no reason.

My Aunt suggested an Ashram she knew and said it is Free, my Niece also advised that. Mean while my Eldest sister also called next day and asked me to find a Working Men's Hostel and send her their Phone Nummer. Next day trusting and in respect for the words of my Aunt I went to the Ashram suggested by my Aunt. Got there, but they said it is not free but Rs.2000 a Month. Indeed it is not an ashram but an Orphan Home for Mentally retarded children, and aged. Also for Normal Aged people over 60 Years. Anyways I got admitted there. It is definitely a depressive environment for a person like me (not because of Mentally retarded people), but it is practically a Jail. They don't allow going out. Having seen my Medical reports, and certificates, for their recorded to enter in, the In-charge advised me to visit the cardiologist whom I already was consulting, and advised me to visit the Cardiologist as advised in next days. But my Aunt objected me that I need to visit the cardiologist. Anyway I wanted to get adjusted there, and smoked few times only coming out side after taking their permission. In fact Few of the inmates smoke within the campus behind the Mini Buses. Also the in-charge advised to get me Medicines prescribed by the Cardiologist for 30 days. And my Aunt was ready to send thru a watch man. Just 1 and half day, and on on the second night I had severe palpitation (heavy heart beating etc.) and opened the room door.

Next day the person thru whom my Aunt was supposed to send Medicines came and I was called from my room and asked to get my baggage. The watch man told me My aunt told him to bring me back. I was not told any reason, neither the watch-man knows.

Reaching back to my Aunt's place what I came to know is, the In-charge called her and told "I don't this this guy would stay here, please take him back" without giving any reasons or explanations. Enraged my Aunt asked me to leave her house so I am on streets again with little money I have then with me.

So again I am on streets. alienated by all no money in hand.

Having my Eldest sister asked me to find a Hostel Number I found and gave Two Numbers on mails to my nieces to convey to my Sister. As she promised that she would pay for the Hostel. I waited for her call or a message thru e-mails. I got nothing. She didn't call that Hostel. Repeatedly I reminded my nieces about these Hostel Numbers and teh final answer from them is "Do your things, Do not disturb and do not press our mother to help you. Hoping for a call I stayed in a Dormitory for 4 days and the little money I had finished. So I am again streets and have to find petty jobs, labor jobs etc to survive.

Like once I carried two Tractors of Sand for 7 Hours in another /town for mere Rs. 200 (little above 2 Euros). Even in my earliest mails to you, Giselher etc., I wrote the winner in all this finally is my Eldest sister. For her Jealous nature she never wanted me to come up in Life. Sure as I posted once on FB also it is the main Director of this show is my Eldest Sister but Heimlish.

A incident from very past: When I was bed ridden during 1990s. My cousin Brother K.Siva Rao visited me and told his experience with my eldest sister when he took her to an Astrologer. When the Astrologer told (about me), "No one has to worry about this person, he is exceptionally Brilliant". (I am not sure cant say sure what this Astrologer Said really really a TRUTH or not, in my nature, but it triggered the very Jealous element in my sister.) And when my sister asked repeatedly the Astrologer got annoyed and said teh same thing again and finally Stopped answering her with anger. If someone says good about me, being a sister she need not repeatedly ask, but she must be Happy. No, because She the very jealous person she repeatedly asked. Explaining this incident my cousin then to me "That's where Your Problems started Ramesh, that's why you are now bed-ridden". Later only I found that I was food poisoned.

Now having succeeded her aim, thru her's son's extreme vengeance operation, she is happy and sitting in USA. Having plucked me from Berlin even when Berliners were ready to give me Citizenship/Asylum etc., and which they tried even after I returned from Berlin. To this extent I do know to that eligibility (7 Years stay in Germany), they even extended my time from 6 Years 6 months or so to 7 Years Plus that is till Nov 29th 2012 Appointment at German consulate.

As I told right in the beginning Big winner is my Eldest sister.

There is a saying in my native Language "Karra Viraga kudadu, Paamu Chava kudadu" which means "the Stick should not break at the same time the Snake should not Die" ! This exactly my sister's Policy and what she used and using. Meaning Her son"s Political game should not get revealed out, as well I should not Die. But it is already like I am dead only losing such possibility to be as German Citizen working now may be for Some company in Stuttgart, or in AirBus or in EADS etc. Or even in DLR of Deutchland.

Anyway even after so many many Promises by my Niece, and my sister lately that they will support me from USA financially.. they went silent. I am sure still now the people they hired are behind me, if not harassing me with Painful drugs etc., but sure may be even to make it even with recovering drugs. NO, nothing works positively on me as long as it is Psychiatry. Read the Lines of http://www.wayneramsay.com/drugs.htm and the Heading "CURE OR QUACKERY.

Especially especially the lines said by Peter Breggins "In his book Toxic Psychiatry, psychia­trist Peter Breggin, speaking of the minor tranquilizers, says "As with most psychiatric drugs, the use of the medication eventually causes an increase of the very symptoms that the drug is supposed to ameliorate" (p. 246)." ! Exactly this is what My Nephew tried to make me insane while I was in Berlin and later 3+ YEARS IN India. until last Month too I was breathing Toxins. Wonder how can anyone expect me to survive on my own now. but in petty Jobs etc. As my Great eldest sister who withdrew from all her Promises and assurances. And all relatives and Family, friends were long ago manipulated, set in bad and wrong propaganda including my Mother.

In city Bhopal when I was working in a Small Punjabi Hotel, and was traced quickly by my Nephew and his hired goons.. this Punjabi used to beat me almost every day whenever I wanted to leave that petty job of 12 hrs of washing dishes. One time he beat me 25+ times repeatedly until I vomited blood on the spot.

I am literally on streets, and I am still followed by hired people. You can guess who might have manipulated the In-charge at this Orphan Home and I was sent out. Though it was surely depressing environment I wanted to adjust or I might have gone mad indeed.

My sister's wish was to pull me back from Berlin for she is highly Jealous. She did not stop my nephew but sure pretended that she is trying to stop him while he started all this. In fact she visited Berlin too when I was almost living on streets after 2012 July.

Recently, after my mother's death, as I have got some money from my Mother's savings I took a room near to my younger sister's house, but as the House owner was manipulated he asked me to vacate with in two months. Later when I tried for single room every owner asked me for a reference and none of my Sister's gave it so I joined in a poor locality where the House owner's sons even opened my doors when I went out side, later even opened lock to break in stole my cheque Books forgered my Signature and withdrew more than 60 Thousands from my account. In fact with in the first week I joined in that room the House owner's Son and his two friends came beat me and took Rs.1500/-. During last months even when I stopped talking to the eldest son and asked him not to come to my room he used to come during late nights and when I haven't opened the doors, he even threatened "I can break the doors anytime and can come in" !

In spite of all this I told to my elder sister, when I vacated that room, she calls from USA and asks me to go back to that room. When I refused she asked me to get the Telephone Number(s) of any Working Men's Hostels (Private Hostels) and she would send money. with the last Rs. 2000 I am left with I gave those numbers in mails to my Nices and also on an SMS to my Eldest sister. And what I heard from my Nieces is all negative that I should not bother her mom anymore, and they may not send her even in June as she promised.

Now I Am literally bankrupt and have no money and can't work.. and unable to find even a part time Job. As it all goes silent and if I continue to write you more things and if all that comes into their Knowledge trust me it will be my Murder by any Hired people and soon.

Please save me, Alice.

My sister's Policy is I should not come up in life and yet I should not die.. and her son's political game should not be exposed.

We have an ancestral land, if sold I would get some money and we all have to sign. She promised that she would give "General Power of attorney" to me before going to USA, but she left without giving that. Which means we whole family, Uncles' families can not sell it without her signature available now. that means we all are doomed.

And now she is planning to stay forever or for long time in USA means the land can not be sold until she returns. That is She.

Please save me, Alice.. it will be my certain death as things silence down they can do anything.

She made many Grand Promises while she was here , also after she left for USA and now she is silent.

If I have to live means it is Only Berliners must help me and take me back to Berlin.

Please help me Markus
Ramesh Kompella